~Andephel

Well, I'm not sure any of you know, but and myself will be moving from the not-so-lovely state of Illinois to Arizona. Too much crap has gone down for us to stay here. I hate Illinois. Don't get me wrong... it's a beautiful state but there's nothing here for me... for us. My siblings will be coming out to Arizona later... the only bad thing I see about this move is I won't be able to see my Nana or Nevaeh.

Haha. Nevaeh slept with me last night... that child is all over the place when she sleeps. Apparently she was having bad dreams... and I kept getting an arm,hand,leg,foot to the face. Oh well. C'est la vie. Life goes on.

I don't know if or when we'll get the internets after we move... however, I can reassure you that we will have them eventually. I can't wait. I've told everyone in my family except my Nana.... I can't say that I'm wanting to tell her either... it's going to break her heart and in turn, my own. She's got enough problems... I hate seeing her cry... let alone making her cry. I'm her first Grandchild... however, I need to spread my wings and fly. I need to get out on my own... I just don't know how to tell her.

Just thinking about it is breaking my heart now. I suppose I should spend as much time with her and everyone as I can the next few weeks. I do believe I will. Le sigh. Le weep.

I think I'm done with this. Adieu. I love and will miss you all.